Kickstarts.

Boy meets girl.

Girl meets boy.

Girl likes boy.

Boy plays with idea of liking girl.

Girl takes signals from boy the wrong way.

Boy and girl discuss the idea of getting together.

Girl says yes.

Boy says :).

Girl overthinks.

Girl stops seeing boy.

Boy is confused.

Girl feels guilty.

Boy and girl both still want to.

Girl gets nervous.

Girl sleeps alone.

Don't.

Sometimes I wonder whether I purposely put myself in situations that fuck me over, because it seems to happen a little too frequently to be a accident.

I'm lonely, again. Well, I'm always lonely in one way or another.

Mum generally isn't home when I'm home, I fall asleep in a cold bed, and wake up feeling half complete, all my friends are dating people, and what am I doing? Oh, playing 3rd - 4th - 5th wheel to everyone.

I don't think I remember what its like to feel a spark with someone.

I want to feel that spark.

You Be Tails, I'll Be Sonic.

I still wish you the best of luck baby
And don't go thinking this was a waste of time
I couldn't forget you if I tried
You killed what was left of the good in me
I'm tired so let me be broken
Look down at the mess that's infront of me
No other words may be spoken
And I've got nobody else to blame though I tried
Kept all of my past mistakes down inside
I'll live with regret for my whole life

I confess, that I brought this all on my self
Condemned to suffer alone, like there's nobody else
When your gone, it's like a whole part of me's missing
So I'll keep living the lie and just hope that your listening

What doesn't make us alive here
But our foundation was built for sin
Now stop and run until the damage was done
And I've never had the upper hand

Heart.

"The heart wants what it wants"

"The heart can want what it wants ALL it wants, but if it REALLY wanted what it wanted.. it'd sprout legs, walk right on outta' my chest and go get it. Which it can't do. So for now, I'M IN CONTROL MOTHERFUCKER?!" - Caitlin Curran.