Video Games

Vacancy

A woman needs a man like a fish needs a fucking bicycle.

Sidenote: If you can find me a fish that recreationally likes riding bikes, I'd like to see it.

So sick.

"I'm so sick, infected with where I live, let me live without this empty bliss, selfishness. I'm so sick, I'm so sick. If you want more of this, we can push out, sell out, die out, so you'll shut up, and stay sleeping with my screaming in your itching ears"

I am so sick.

Sick of the constant lies being forced down my throat.

Sick of the false promises that supposed friends keep offering.

Sick of the bullshit negativity that comes with being unemployed.

Very sick of the false promise of love.

Sick of the lie, the hallmark, fabricated lie of "I'll only ever love you"

If you can't keep to your word, then swallow your tongue.

Words can't begin to describe how desperately lonely, and (for lack of a better word), depressed I am. But I wouldn't tell, no. I wouldn't tell.

I am Jack's broken heart.

I am Jack's complete lack of surprise.

I am Jack's raging bile duct.

I am Caitlin, and I'm the girl the boys don't fall in love with.

Idea.

Cant get her to dump her boyfriend for you? Kill him, wear his face, continue relationship.

Kickstarts.

Boy meets girl.

Girl meets boy.

Girl likes boy.

Boy plays with idea of liking girl.

Girl takes signals from boy the wrong way.

Boy and girl discuss the idea of getting together.

Girl says yes.

Boy says :).

Girl overthinks.

Girl stops seeing boy.

Boy is confused.

Girl feels guilty.

Boy and girl both still want to.

Girl gets nervous.

Girl sleeps alone.

Don't.

Sometimes I wonder whether I purposely put myself in situations that fuck me over, because it seems to happen a little too frequently to be a accident.

I'm lonely, again. Well, I'm always lonely in one way or another.

Mum generally isn't home when I'm home, I fall asleep in a cold bed, and wake up feeling half complete, all my friends are dating people, and what am I doing? Oh, playing 3rd - 4th - 5th wheel to everyone.

I don't think I remember what its like to feel a spark with someone.

I want to feel that spark.

You Be Tails, I'll Be Sonic.

I still wish you the best of luck baby
And don't go thinking this was a waste of time
I couldn't forget you if I tried
You killed what was left of the good in me
I'm tired so let me be broken
Look down at the mess that's infront of me
No other words may be spoken
And I've got nobody else to blame though I tried
Kept all of my past mistakes down inside
I'll live with regret for my whole life

I confess, that I brought this all on my self
Condemned to suffer alone, like there's nobody else
When your gone, it's like a whole part of me's missing
So I'll keep living the lie and just hope that your listening

What doesn't make us alive here
But our foundation was built for sin
Now stop and run until the damage was done
And I've never had the upper hand